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"Battle not with monsters, lest ye become a monster, and if you gaze into the abyss, the abyss gazes also into you." - Friedrich Nietzsche

Paige Jensen. 15. I've been to Hell, and back, quite literally.
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Went to the doctor’s today.

timmmyturrrner:

It means I don’t want you to be sad. I want you to be happy and free. But, turns out I can’t give you that. And I’m sorry.

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I’m not happy. I’m dead. It’s hard to be happy when you’re dead. And you can’t talk to your younger brother, or your mom, and your boyfriend is dying, and your best friend is hurt, and you can’t hug them, or help them, all you can do is fucking watch! 

1 year ago | J | 21 notes

Went to the doctor’s today.

timmmyturrrner:

Don’t cry…

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I can sit through the chemo again and vomit for six months and let my hair fall out if that’s what you want me to, but… But people who come out of remission usually don’t go back in. I’m sorry.

Don’t tell me that! That’s not how crying works!

1 year ago | J | 21 notes

Went to the doctor’s today.

timmmyturrrner:

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Maybe ghosts can touch each other? I get that it’s not ideal, but there’s not much else I can do.

Fix it! Do something!

1 year ago | J | 21 notes

Went to the doctor’s today.

timmmyturrrner:

C’mon, Paige. It’s alright.

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We’ll be together again, right?

No! No.

We wouldn’t be able to touch each other, even when one solidifies, and I don’t want you to die. I don’t.

1 year ago | J | 21 notes

Went to the doctor’s today.

timmmyturrrner:

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It’s on it’s way to being how it was. Or it could go back down again. We don’t know. It’s only a 20% increase so far but… Paige, I think I’m gonna die.

No.

1 year ago | J | 21 notes

we can always magic anon paige and be like you’re alive again permanently and the next time you die you dont come back as a ghost

1 year ago | J | 2 notes

Went to the doctor’s today.

timmmyturrrner:

Not… Not exactly. It wasn’t really gone, turns out. Just smaller. Almost gone. 

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The tumors started growing again.

That still counts, though? It’s just reactivated, or something.

1 year ago | J | 21 notes

okay so when someone commits suicide they go to this place which isjust like earth but shittier and there are people in charge (basically angels) who have files and stuff, and control the deaths, so if they make a mistake and say put an accidental death as a suicide they can fix it, and probably bring them back to life

so anyways the guy helps this guy at this camp right and he turns out to be the guy in charge like god or s/t and as a return of the favour, he brings him back alive and the guy wakes up and stuff

1 year ago | J | 2 notes

its one of my favourite movies

but he goes to find the people in charge and in return for doing something good, a guy returns his file and he’s alive again and he was just in a coma

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